!Listen!~You still know meStill not cut out for this sort of thingNever want to be, caught in betweenI need constant reminders of everythingSo what! It's who I am, but I think I played it off so wellI just hold it in, no matter how I've been, so nobody,nobody can tell~You tell me to listen,You tell me to care,You beg me to help,And what do I get?I try to open up,You shut me out,You used to listen,Back when I had nothing to say,But now it's all about you,I don't have emotions right?I try to cry out,Try to get help,Try to ease my pain,But you don't care,You don't listen,You just shut me up,Preyend I said nothing,And continue on with your troubles,Well guess what,I'm done,I've stayed quiet for too long,It's my turn to speak out,It's my turn to get help,It's my turn to be heard,I'm done being quiet,I'm done being used.
A Story To Tell introSome say there is no life after death. Some say there is a Heaven and a Hell. Well whatever there is, I didn't make it there. I'm stuck somewhere else, yet I'm stuck in life. Does that make sense? Haha, I suppose it doesn't, but it's the best way I can explain what has happened to me. Maybe I should start by telling you exactly what happened to me. Ah, the memory is still so clear. Like it was yesterday. Then again, I suppose a person will always remember their death like it was yesterday. After all, it is the last thing you experience.I was at a club with my friends. I loved to party, but no one was throwing one that weekend so I settled for the club. Anyways, I was working on getting drunk, like usual, making sure to put on a show for all the guys around me. It was fun to watch them drool over themselves. My friends envied me and I knew it. I had a perfect body. Perfect curves, a perfect complextion, perfect hair, perfect features, perfect everything. And I always got the
..Don't Say..Don't say you love me,Unless you can mean it,Cuz' I might do something crazy,And just might believe it~Don't tell me you love me,Don't sell me your lies,I know what you're hiding,It's written in your eyes.I know you don't want me,I know you don't care,So don't say you love me,It's really just fair.Don't lead me on,Just end it fast,Don't do it later,Don't let this last.Just end it now,To soften my pain,So I don't have to go,And cry in the rain~